I'm supposed to be doing my paper(s) for Film178, the only subject that's standing between me and a much needed break.
But but but
I can't freaking concentrate.
I can't.
Sigh.
It must have been that long, eh? I didn't remember it being this hard. Or maybe because they never really counted. Just this one. That's why it's taxing me.
Maybe.
Just maybe.
But then again, if it's this hard (is it really this hard? or is it just at the start?), then I'm scared. Scared that it'll go on like this forever (or up to what extent I can handle it). Scared that it might not work out the way I thought it would. Scared that despite wanting this so bad to be OK, it won't be, that it'll be just like the rest of them.
That it'll never really count.
No, not trash. Just mediocre, I guess.
Sigh.
Freaking final paper. Why do you have to be so freaking hard?
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HMMM... ON WHAT TOPIC BA SA FILM? :-) wow!
@Adrian: Analysis ng Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros, plus relating it to real-life stories of growing up gay. Nosebleed. O.o
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